| Sunday, October 22nd, 2006 |
| 11:29 pm |
Vent
ok so I need to vent so lets dust this thing off, I doubt anyone will ever read this or comment back but i dont care. i look around at my so-called group of friends (another story in its self) and i see everyone in happy reltationships and they got into them so easily and fast and they last for a long time then I look at my self only had one relationship in my life (8 months) around 4 years ago. since then i'v had feelings for 4 girls, told them all and been turned down by 4. I know i'm not the best looking thing around but i dont know what i'm doing wrong or what is it that makes it so hard for me when everyone else has no problem geting into a relationship its finaly getting frusrtaing as i dont have that someone to talk to or help me when i'm down, i dont have my pillar to hold me up, suport me or just give me a smile when i really need it, instead i only have my self to goto. |
| Friday, May 5th, 2006 |
| 1:23 am |
Blah
so its been forever since i updated working at a New McDonalds in another town (same company) and i'm beging to fall for another manager (woo me) why do i always fall for the people i shouldent ;.; i need peoples input!\ comment |
| Friday, February 17th, 2006 |
| 12:20 pm |
Update on my life
here it is! please comment :p I like them Work Well this month has been nuts, Going to the new store in Brampton to help open it has been sweet, it will be bitter sweet when my time is up and I go back to Acton, Good as I will go back to everyone I know and a store I am used to, Sad as I will be leaving the new store and not being able to help them out anymore, I’ve met some amazing people there and am learning a lot everyday, but for now its all fletchers! Ultimate We won again at indoor making us 3-0 and the only undefeated team! The highlight so far has been Kenzie’s massive huck to me to end the game we came back from being down by 6, but there is a lot of season left to play Panama Yes I will be leaving for Panama City soon for spring break with my brother and his college friends! It will rock; funny thing is it is through Breakaway tours (Those stalkers!) As for someone who left e a message in there blog instead of right to me: There was a time when people said you were not worth my time or I shouldn’t take the abuse I did from you, All those times you treated me like crap and I just kept trying to be your friend through all of it, I know you said your sorry and if that’s how you feel so be it what is done is done. But as for the “you don’t know the real me” What do you think I was trying to do all those times you pushed me away? Reply if you wish if you even read this. |
| Thursday, December 15th, 2005 |
| 11:09 pm |
sigh
I just need one person in my life to be my support beam :/ I cant go on like this where is my ray of hope |
| Wednesday, December 14th, 2005 |
| 11:46 pm |
 Dear Santa...
Dear Santa,
This year I've been busy!
Last week I turned ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) heartacheishard in for littering (3 points). Last Wednesday I gave kikeila a kidney (1000 points). Last Thursday I didn't flush (-1 points). In July I had a shoot-out with rival gang lords on the 5 near LA (-76 points). In April I saved a busload of nuns in Angola (326 points).
Overall, I've been nice (1252 points). For Christmas I deserve a red Radio-Flyer wagon!
Sincerely,
dark_lefault |
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| 2:01 pm |
Changes
Well its time to talk about something I dont talk about to offten here. work I was hired at the McDonalds when it opended 3 and a half years ago during that time Many people have come and gone, my self i was promted 4 months after we opened to Crew Trainer then around a year ago i became a manager, and thru all this the store manager was Steve, he has taught me alot and has basicly helped me with everything there, but now after 3 and a half years of working with him and having a bond he is leaving :/ It is sad. after building a relationship like this now to have it taken away only to have to start all over, the new boss comes in Jan 1st and the store is never going to be the same, I can see two things happining, People will leave as steve was the life of this store he knew how to get us moving and how to cheer us up, or two no one will leave but the store will jsut never be the same, all I know is its going to be diffrent next year and I dont think i am going to like it. |
| Thursday, December 8th, 2005 |
| 8:33 pm |
bah
bah well this has beeing happining for a few months now now that I am out of school i never see any of my friends again before we get into this rant let me say this i know they have homework and all that stuff just as i did when i was in school but for the past few months NOT ONE of them has had ANY time to hang with me on the weekends or anything true we had two parties in like 4 months but everyweekend there all busy, plus half of them never talk to me on msn or anything anymore unless i talk to them first. i feel so left out and just shoved aside i meen if they were true friends they would like talk or at least try to do stuff with me i'm an outgoing and social person and i try so hard and they just blow me off like its nothing *sigh* I have no life |
| Saturday, November 12th, 2005 |
| 8:51 pm |
If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be anything you want, either good or bad. When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised (or mortified) about what people remember about you. |
| Sunday, October 23rd, 2005 |
| 3:49 pm |
i'm a nervous wreck :/ Playoffs are TOMORROW and were in 3rd with a chance to win it all. its been a breakout season for us last two seasons we were 3rd last both times the team has passed all the expections me and my friend had set. my friends have all played there hearts out and have been there for the past 6 months playing in this league. but i'm nervous as hell for playoffs. will we crack under the presseur? or will we not give it or all? i know i will be but can i say that about my friends/teammates. will they be right beside me giving 110%? i know most of them will. its just i dunno for me this is a BIG thing i built this team of course i dident do it alone everyone has done there part but i draged everyone out, taught them the rules and how to throw and to see us win i would just be overjoyed. i have all the faith i can in my team but i'm also scared i'll be the one to lose it all. i guess all i can do is go out lead by example and see who follows (i know they all will) Current Mood:  anxious |
| Thursday, October 20th, 2005 |
| 11:13 pm |
any who just a quick rant post i'v had enough of when people try to pull where i work into a arugument to try to get adavantge over me. some of you may know why i'm posting this. i work at McDonalds big deal no need to say i work for a clown who lets little kids sit on his lap. a job is a job so i'm sorry but if you need to make fun of someone caus of there job then your a pretty big low life (this has been happining to me for about 3 years now so i finaly decided to vent) |
| Tuesday, October 18th, 2005 |
| 7:21 pm |
well seems like this chap is going to keep flying solo, i think i may be trying to hard or not enought or i dunno what it is but everything i'v been trying just dosent work. |
| Friday, October 14th, 2005 |
| 2:14 am |
i'm at a loss of words again, its been about 5 months since i was squashed down by the girl i had have feelings for 6 month for. they have come back again as strong as ever, i dont know what it is about her but she just makes me happy being around here and talking to her i wish she could see it the same way i dont know what to do talk to her about it and have her push me away? talk to her about it and something happen? dont talk to her? i'v never felt like this about any other girl i'v liked i knew if we tried this it would work. Current Mood:  confused |
| Tuesday, October 11th, 2005 |
| 2:19 pm |
Wow its been a while well nothing big has happend lately, still flying solo in my life. my disc team is in 3rd out of like 18 people which makes me happy with only one more week to go until playoffs! thats about all update: both my ankles, right knee, right wrist and right shoulder are in pain. hope i can last two more weeks |
| Tuesday, September 27th, 2005 |
| 2:29 pm |
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| Friday, September 23rd, 2005 |
| 6:59 pm |
| Your Superhero Profile | 
Your Superhero Name is The Omega Chimp
Your Superpower is Cybernetics
Your Weakness is Booty
Your Weapon is Your Flaming Shield
Your Mode of Transportation is Cloud |
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| Tuesday, September 20th, 2005 |
| 11:12 pm |
leh sigh
i'm just not ment to have someone to hold it seems :( i'm not depressed or anything just a wee sad and i dont want any aww's or anything from anyone. i just wanted to post |
| Thursday, September 15th, 2005 |
| 2:49 pm |
:(
my fat cat who we have had for like 8 or 9 years is going to be put down tomorrow he is a the vets now but we get to bring him home for the day then he goes back his kidneys shut down. he's had a long and happy kitty life. |
| Sunday, September 11th, 2005 |
| 3:16 pm |
o.o
i'm offical a naked furre! |
| Thursday, September 8th, 2005 |
| 7:47 pm |
Yoinked from Mikami who yoinked it from Fiana who yoinked it from Jiah. ... Such THIEVERY! 1. Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you. 2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you. 3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in. 4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me. 5. I'll tell you my first memory of you. 6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of. 7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you. 8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. |
| Wednesday, September 7th, 2005 |
| 9:46 pm |
ahhh
well i'v finaly cleared up my head in the past 4 months i'v grown close (really close) to 3 girls (at sepreate times) 1 complety blew me off after saying she had feelings for me but did not want a relationship then next thing i know she's going out with someguy fuck her i dont talk to her now that one caused me NO stress so i really dont even count that one the second i'v fancied for a long time but is the best friend of my ex so ya know all that jazz but latley she's been a BITCH so screw it. the third has caused me the most stress to long to explain but i finaly sorted it out she kept saying "i dunno" or "i'm thinking" then draged her parents into it saying they would say no and all that so i just moved on it took a while but i think i have finaly moved on. so here i am back a square one hopefully i take the right steps this time.... |
